life can be such a shit hole.
its like all those COMING OF AGE movies.
I. . . i feel like im in one. in a scary coming of age film. right in the middle of the climax too. that point where she knows that she has to be an adult but wants to be a kid still. she wants to do it herself but needs help and to be told what to do. its one fucking scary movie my friend, and im stuck in it. with its bad cliche plot and lines. "YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME" "I FEEL SO ALONE" god when the words come out of your mouth. you sit there and you're like . . .
"shit, theyre all right."
its annoying too. when theyre right. cause you want it to be special like youre the only one whos going through this. like no one understands how you feel. but im sure that almost every teenager is going through about the same kind of thing i am.
there should be a support group. a vent group. a place where we could go and share our ideas and be like.
"GOD. LIFES A BUTT."
a place to work things out. see clearly as to what the next step is.
there should be a handbook. to life, i mean. ugh now that would be great. all the answers in a 267 page paperback book. you would come to a situation in life and say "oh god i dont kno how to deal with this. what page is peer pressure on?" . . . now that would be nice.
HECK. if theres a handbook. you should just have a personal trainer. a life trainer, to help you with everything and anything. if you've got a question your LT will have an answer.
ahh yes but all these are dreams. and part of life is the journey . so strap on your boots and prepare to get muddy
cause its life
and its gonna get messy.
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Lina, remind me online to give you something. just go, "el, you were gonna tell me the name of that thing..." because i feel the same way sometimes.
ah, that was definetly ellie, by the by.
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