take that risk!

if its what you want to do? DO IT! As eleanor roosevelt said "do one thing everyday that scares you."

SHE SPEEKS THE TRUTH! its something to live by. i understand that people can be shy, but if you dont move from square one how are you ever going to get to square ten? im writing this hopfully to inspire some of you. some of you are great people with amazing talents and personalities. but u back away. F%#* IT! dont be scared and dont worry. in the end everything will be fine. Even if this sceary thing is very little. one day you will be able to do something very big.

i kno for a fact because i used to be self concious and shy all the time. I KNOW! LINA? SHY? GOD read my middle school diary, its vile. BUT one day i decided to take a small risk and now im really not afraid as much. Dont be afraid of what might happen because if its something u truly want to do then good will ALWAYS come out of it.

you should all just have a session with my mom. god if i hear the college lecture one more time "carolina if the college that you want to go to doesnt accept u; then its not the college for you. you dont want to go to a college that doesnt want u there" its that kind of thinking that pulls me through things and help me take those "big leaps" everyday.

yes there are terratories that i have yet to venture in my life, bring it on. im ready. and its sad when i see people who arent ready. i want to help them realize that it will be alright. but i cant do it for them, its something they have to do for themselves. if you fail a test or paper is that really going to effect your life in the long run? no i dont think so. its that kind of thinking that i wanna help some of u realize.

i feel like im preaching but the world has SO MUCH to offer, if only you could step past your doorway.

i dont kno if this update will make a difference. but judging by the other blog entries i feel it was needed.